After Monday, I can already tell this week is gonna be boring :/
Fuck. I fell asleep on my bed just watching TV. It seems like it was real. I(thought) I woke up and got out to go see what’s up in the kitchen. All of the sudden, I “woke up” again and did the same thing. It was a cycle. Creepy voices in my head at the same time. They got louder and louder till I awoke.
Yup. I’m not going to go to sleep today. Fuck that. I’m scared shit-less.
It felt so real though…
Kinda part my fault for falling asleep on my back, but still. Fuck that shit. Why brain ? Why ?
This sleep paralysis…fuck that shit. Reason why I don’t even go to sleep anymore.
What a shitty experience. Knowing I’m dreaming yet, I can’t really move nor yell. The creepy voices that come to mind and the horrifying images in my head.
I’ve had experienced this since 5th grade. It’s something I still can’t get used to. Fucking scary.